"There's still lots and lots of things to do and I'm not going to tellyou that if you come and live in Caia Park, you'll be living in Utopia, you're not, " she said.
At the risk of oversimplifying things (which, by nature, Idonot mind doing), I will tellyou that I am the part of your brain which deals most directly with the production and processing of fear.
While Idonot know the particulars of your situation, I can tellyou that many teens in my practice voice dissatisfaction with certain aspects of their bodies so you are definitely not alone.