而且自己感觉又内疚又失望，这让我真的很讨厌过年，我恨我自己。

And it's the guilt from feeling disappointed that makes me really hate Chinese New Year for making me hate myself.

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而且自己感觉又内疚又失望，这让我真的很讨厌过年，我恨我自己。

And it's the guilt from feeling disappointed that makes me really hate Chinese New Year for making me hate myself.

youdao