But for a long time I was chastened whenever I remembered that my mother had come close to killing me.

然而很长一段时间里,一想起母亲过来揍我,我就会很听话，“

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At the same time it's also clear that this epiphany is a remembered experience. It's recalled.

同时很明显这一顿悟,是一种记忆经验，它是被召回的。

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