And I enjoyed those. The family celebrated Valentine's Day in a little bit bigger way than we do now.

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His resentment over his powerlessness within the family seethes in this moment, and he thinks of a way to get back at his father.

他讨厌自己在父亲,暴怒时的无可奈何，因而他设法去报复。

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