I ought to be sorry for myself, too, just now.
我现在也应该为自己感到难过。
It would be the easiest thing in the world to just design by myself.
自己设计是世界上最简单的事情。
What if I allowed myself to be happy even just for today?
如果我要让自己快乐，即使只有今天一天，那会怎样？
Yeah, I just like you, I like to be afraid of myself.
对，我就是喜欢你，喜欢到自己都害怕了。
I just, kind of, want to be at home by myself.
我只是想一个人独自待在家。
I just try to calm down and be myself.
我试着平静下来和做我自己。
I wouldn't even have to act, just be myself.
我甚至不必去表演，就是我自己。
So I would just as soon spend a little time and a little effort and a little money, and be able to take care of myself and my people.
所以我情愿去花一点儿时间、一点儿精力和一点儿钱，以能够照顾我自己和我身边的人。
Don't worry. I just want to be by myself for a while.
别担心，我只是想单独一个人待一会儿。
But this time I think that I just want to be myself.
但是，现在我的想法不一样了，我只想做真实的自己。
I have been betrayed by myself, I just want to be changed.
一直以来我都在出卖自己，以为故作玄虚就能真的改变自己。
But I also want to say that I am really really down and I wish I could do something just to make myself feel a little bit better, even I have to be silent for the rest of my life.
我真的希望自己能够做点什么，只要能够让我的心里能够稍微好过一些，哪怕，需要我余生的沉默。
That's just the way Santa should be, I thought to myself.
这就是圣诞老人应有的方式，我心想着。
Just like him, in that calm night, he chose to leave, and made me caught off guard, but still only had to recall good memories, also said to myself, "Nothing, everything will be the gone."
就像他，在那个平静的夜晚选择了离去，我措手不及，但还是只能回忆曾经的美好，还要对自己说，“没什么，一切都会过去的”。
I deserve to be happy just for myself.
我完全有理由让自己快乐。
I deserve to be happy just for myself.
我完全有理由让自己快乐。
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