I may have already had the night of misery when, having prayed for several days that I might die, I had begun to be afraid that I was dying and prayed that I might live.

我也许经历了那个悲苦的夜晚——那时，在祈祷了几天自己将死去之后，我开始害怕自己真的命不久矣，又开始祈祷自己要活下去。

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I may have already had the night of misery when, having prayed for several days that I might die, I had begun to be afraid that I was dying and prayed that I might live.

我也许经历了那个悲苦的夜晚——那时，在祈祷了几天自己将死去之后，我开始害怕自己真的命不久矣，又开始祈祷自己要活下去。

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