Part of me almost wanted to lose the appeal so that I could go to court, get all the documents and depositions released, and show the public what my adversaries had been up to.

我心中甚至有想输掉上诉的念头，这样我就可以在法庭上公开所有的文件和宣誓证词，让公众看一看我的对手的目的到底是什么。

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Part of me almost wanted to lose the appeal so that I could go to court, get all the documents and depositions released, and show the public what my adversaries had been up to.

我心中甚至有想输掉上诉的念头，这样我就可以在法庭上公开所有的文件和宣誓证词，让公众看一看我的对手的目的到底是什么。

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