Moody and impatient, burdened by fears that resulted from my early years, I was not an easy child to love.

我喜怒无常，缺乏耐心，早年生活的种种恐惧让我不堪重负，我不是一个容易被人疼爱的孩子。

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As a child I was surrounded by love and kindness.

幼年时我备受关爱。

《牛津词典》

Eric has a secret love child.

埃里克有一个鲜为人知的私生子。

《柯林斯英汉双解大词典》