I try to live alone, but lonely is so lonely alone.

我试着一个生活，可是寂寞在一个人时显得更寂寞。

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Never to feel real love, to try and fake it by marrying a woman if you're a gay man, and live an entire life alone and without love because God made you born that way!

永远不要感受爱，如果是个男同要试着和一个女人结婚隐瞒下去，永远无爱的孤单下去，只是因为上帝让你成为那样！

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