I cannot find out that I hate her at all, or that I am in the least unwilling to think her a very good sort of girl.

我根本不觉得恨她，并且极其愿意把她看作一个很好的姑娘。

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I do not know how to face them because I share their impressions of the I is not the same, a great gray area in my mind, I am not good girl.

我不知道如何去面对他们，因为我和他们印象中的我是不一样的，我心中的灰色地带很大，我不是乖乖女。

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I used to be a humble girl, the thing is that I am too humble, I always think that my ability is not good enough, but in fact, I am just not confident.

曾经我是一个谦虚的女孩子，问题在于我太谦虚了，我总是觉得我的能力不够好，但是事实上，我只是不自信。

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