We need to be in that pile being picked as the top 100 schools in the worst condition which sounds awful when you're trying to promote good education, high standards of achievement and people progress.

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Helen knows she has to be on top of her condition all the time, particularly in November and December when it feels like she is going down into a dark pit.

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