Write a letter to the person (you can mail it or not it's up to you) where you fully forgive them.

给你所痛恨的人写一封信（寄不寄出随你）告诉他你已经宽恕了他。

youdao

Not that I do not want to write, but each time do not know where to pick up the pen to write from.

倒不是我不想写，而是每次拿起笔就不知道从何写起。

youdao

Not that I do not want to write, but each time do not know where to pick up the pen to write from.

倒不是我不想写，而是每次拿起笔就不知道从何写起。

youdao