And in my heart I should have been startled if they had behaved otherwise, for all the time I was telling it I was conscious in my soul that it was a stupid story!
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就好像你曾经拒绝过的那个男孩或女孩,有时候你禁不住会想如果你当时选择了他们又当怎样。
Like the awesome guy or girl you rejected but sometimes find yourself wondering what would have happened if you'd chosen them to be with.
Through her death, I let him know that if I had had the choice when he died, I would have had the courage and the dedication necessary to be with him when he died, too.