I have sought it, next, because it relieves loneliness - that terrible loneliness in which one shivering consciousness looks over the edge of the world into the cold immeasurable lifeless hole.
2
我意识到一个人的生命在死亡和出生之间可以总结为一场冲刺。
I realize that one's life can be summed up in a dash between the year of death and the year of birth.
3
一个人没有事的时候我就在想:人的一生从出生到死亡,到底做些什么事情才算有意义了?
One of the things I was not in the life of people want from birth to death, and did what is meaningful?