Whenever in the "Three Kingdoms", the study of history it seems that I feel very sad, seeing so many historical documentaries, a kind of hard to explain the overall feeling.
Once see the other man have dealings, or go close with the girl that he loves, in this case, the feeling that he can not tell of anger or despair as fountain and general blend poured out.
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她感觉受到一种说不清楚的混沌渴望的驱使,一种挣脱这无望状况的需求。
She felt at the mercy of a confused longing she could not define; a need to break free of this horizonless condition.