In the end, I become so numb.

最后，我变得麻木不堪。

youdao

How can you see into my eyes like open doors. Leading you down into my core Where I've become so numb.

你竟能看透我的眼神，就如打开我的心门。在我内心深处扎根，停留在我的麻木之内。

youdao

And every second I waste is more than I can take. I've become so numb I can't feel you there. I've become so tired so much more aware.

我浪费的每一秒多过我能承受的。于是，我变的麻木，不能感觉到你在那里，比我意识到的累很多。

youdao

And so at some point, patients become numb to the messages, and they do become fatalistic because they feel like it doesn't really matter what I do, because it's going to be wrong in a week.

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