I've kept myself numb for so long that now I actually want to feel something and I can't because no matter where I go, no matter what I do, I always end up back here with you.

很长时间以来，我一直让自己处于麻木当中，现在，我真的希望感觉到什么，可我不能，因为不管我身处何处，不管我在做什么，我总会回到这里和你在一起。

youdao

And every second I waste is more than I can take. I've become so numb I can't feel you there. I've become so tired so much more aware.

我浪费的每一秒多过我能承受的。于是，我变的麻木，不能感觉到你在那里，比我意识到的累很多。

youdao

I became so numb, I can't feel you there.......

我还是希望我能够成为一只孤独的黑猫。

youdao