If I had gone for love o 'you, if I had ever sincerely loved you, if I loved you still, I should not so loathe and hate myself for my weakness as I do now!

假如我是为了爱你而来的，假如我还在爱着你，我就不会像我现在这样讨厌自己，恨自己的软弱了！

youdao

With so many years, he told me, if I remember. Sometimes I hate myself, why there is no way now, like him can.

这么多年来，他对我讲的话我都记得。有时候我也恨自己，为什么没有办法跟他一样都做得到。

youdao

But now, I hate you as I hate myself.

但是现在，我恨你，就像我那么深刻的恨我自己。

youdao

Still, as much as I hate Stuff, there are now times I find myself missing things.

FORBES: From the Trenches: An Update on My War on Stuff