I reluctantly joined my friends in the artwork, wanting to be part of what was going on, but afraid of being caught.

我极不情愿地加入了朋友们的艺术创作活动，只是想要成为这个活动的一份子，但是心里却很害怕被当场抓住。

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Did you know that I am also your fan, but I am willing to reluctantly part with.

您清楚我也是您的影迷，不过我愿意忍痛割爱。

youdao

The Lebanese army, for its part, has reluctantly stationed 500 troops in the former occupied zone, but they keep largely to their barracks and certainly steer well clear of the border.

ECONOMIST: Lebanon, after the Israelis left

He is tall and trim, with wispy white hair, and on the day we met (reluctantly, on his part his bid, after all, had been anonymous) he had on khakis, Topsiders, a checked shirt, and a brown leather belt studded with silver fish.

NEWYORKER: Bones of Contention

But they too backed down reluctantly under tough pressure from the government and after three Scottish players said they would refuse to take part.

ECONOMIST: A modern mourning for a modern star