Cynthia is not ashamed of what she does, even if she ends up doing something wrong.

辛西娅并不为她所做的事感到惭愧，即使她最终把事情做错。

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Will others think I am not holding myself accountable if I act as if I deserve self forgiveness even if I have done things to be ashamed of and should be held accountable for?

即使我已经对自己行为感到羞愧并且觉得应对此负责，而别人会因为我的自我宽恕而认为我根本未对此事负责么？

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We're not perfect people. I'm probably on my 1000th second chance right now and I'm not ashamed to admit it. Because even though I've failed a lot, it means I've tried a lot too.

此刻我可能面临着自己的第一千次机会，但我可以勇敢的承认它，因为尽管我失败了很多次，同时也意味着我努力尝试了许多次。

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