It is the partion for thinking ill of oneself or as v puts it, this is a quote: the will to find himself guilty and condemned without hope of reprieve.

这个部分指出自己的缺点,如引言所说：发现自己内疚的,意志和不抱暂缓希望的谴责。

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Even without any ill intent, accidents will happen at sea.

即使没有恶意的意图，海洋中也经常发生事故。

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How will the Director cope without his right-hand woman, who resigned yesterday due to ill health?

主管的得力助手昨天因为健康原因辞职了，没有她主管可怎么办呢？

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Most disturbing, the taxpayer will be funding an enormous, ill-defined programme, without any stipulation as yet that the banks who orchestrated the mess will pay a penalty.

ECONOMIST: Financial crisis

When most dons are ill-paid, giving high salaries to a few newcomers will damage morale without raising standards.

ECONOMIST: Britain's oldest university wrestles with modernisation